A bad moment...will it become a bad day?

Am I just lazy tonight or am I beginning a bad day before I even go to sleep? I can't bring myself to do anything, I laid on the couch for 2 hours after I got home before I read any emails from the day. I don't want to be bothered doing dishes that are piling up or take out the garbage.

I made myself eat a muffin tonight that I was forced to buy this morning. And even though I realise that I should eat more because I only had lattes, coffee and tea through out the day, I just don't feel like it. I know that I should have my supplement but I can't be bothered. I cried for the littlest thing that happened 3 weeks ago but surfaced in my mind.

And to top it all off the cat puked in 3 different rooms tonight. I love cleaning up cat puke when I already feel like shit. Thanks for that stupid fucking cat!

I'm praying that tomorow will be an alright day.

The scale says I weigh a little less than I did but I still look fat.