Stupid Fuckin' Disrespectful People!

I don't like to be disrespected. So when I'm litterally treated like an ignorant child who knows nothing and has not authority to give directions to people at my work, it pisses me off! I think that after working in a position for over 3 years I have some understanding of how I need my room set up for Sunday School, but no I don't have authority so go ask the fuckin' custodian! That happened after a long morning full of this massive event at the church. I was tired, and it seriously almost made me cry. I desserve better than that kind of treatment. And it wasn't even from Susan! (I prepare myself to be brought close to tears by her.)

And another woman kept saying "well you're a vocalist that's why you don't need to play the keyboard" and I said that it wasn't that, its that I haven't played in over a year...she just kept saying like it wasn' something that I should have any skill with. So I told her that I have my grade 9, I'm just out of practice so my sight reading isn't up to par. She didn't get it! And she was making me feel like shit, I'm not totally sure why I felt that way. Maybe because she didn't beleive me that I have piano training or maybe it was that when I played a few bars to start us off, she thought it wasn't good enough and assumed that I couldn't do it. I haven't played more than a few lines of music maybe twice in the past 1.5 years. And to think that this entire conversation would have been avoided if Reynhardt had shown up. Where the fuck was he?

It was a long fuckin' day and its not even over yet.