Fuck it

I hate everything

I can't stand the pressure of work

I don't know how to handle the unknown

I want to give up

I'm worthless

I feel like shit

I'm hurting

I'm useless

I can't handle it

I want to end it

I am not effective

I can't be bothered

I don't see any point

I'm ready to leave it all behind

I don't have any reason to be

I don't think it will make any difference

I'm pissed off at my life and the church

I don't think anything will be accomplished