As per your request -I give up.

So far being 27 sucks just as much as 26. I had a fun birthday weekend going to a musical, a concert and hanging out with friends. But this week has been hell. People have been pissing me off at the church. In particular when they completely discriminated against my leadership skills, mostly based on my ministry category, age and gender I believe. I was told that it had been requested that the ordained minister from the committee chair the meeting as opposed to me who the meeting date was scheduled around so that I could be there because the ordained man wasn't available. Fuck them. I'm not going at all now, what's the point, they obviously place little confidence and value on me. They have treated me like shit for 7 months and I've had enough.

I pretty much feel like quitting everything (both jobs, school, etc). And how the hell am I supposed to feel supported by the church and welcomed in the church if they don't value me as a person and don't see me as being creditable. They place higher value on members who live 2 hours away and occasionally send them money.

Life sucks.